Whats the Perfect Spring Bridesmaid Dress???

So I realized I haven't really posted anything about bridesmaids, but since I will be a bridesmaid this year I thought it would be cool if I started to do Bridesmaid looks of the day. So today I choose this beautiful Lavender color, and I love how light the dress is.

 

Also I do not own this picture my source is

https://www.tulleandchantilly.com/blog/2014-spring-wedding-colors-trends/

How Long Does it Takes To Get Over an Ex? And When Should You Get a Rebound?

Getting over an ex can take some time. That's the advice I keep giving myself in my head, because that's the same advice I have also given friends since middle school. But maybe getting over someone should not take as long as it do. See my good friend Linda is taking FORVER to get over her ex, because of really getting over him she is sleeping with any rebound she can get her hands on. See I don't believe in the whole rebound thing, because I was someone else rebound before. I really felled for a guy who was still in love with his ex, as a soon as he got the since to get back with her he did. I know I can't get mad because everyone has the one person who makes them forget about their ex, but why not get with the person once YOU are over your ex? I believe that you should at least be over an ex in least than two months but no less than one month. Hopefully that's the time it takes me to get over Doc and I honesty think I am making a lot of process since I have not talked to him in about four days and I haven't thought about him a lot. Well I mean I haven't thought about him as much as I do. And I think that's best. I am trying to move on and hopefully find someone that's goo enough for me, who knows by this time next month I might even be dating again.

Real World Ex-plosion Review

So all the exes have moved in and the drama has already began. So there is one love triangle in the house and that's Thomas-Jamie- and Hailey. So as we all know Thomas is the good guy in the house. He gave Jamie the girlfriend title because she wanted it, and he also has a lot of respect for women. So his first love and the first girl he knocked boots with Hailey is in the house, oh yeah she also is trying to win him back. And Thomas loves both girls a lot but is he a little naïve thinking that Hailey is just trying to be his friend. He also looks like he is still into her because he is a little too touchy feely with her, and demanded her not to bring any guys back to the house. Then there is a love four way in the house. Which means that Corey and Jenny the first two people in the house who were hooking up now they can't because both of the ex's are in the house. Corey ex is Lauren they have been dating since middle school and both broke up and Lauren moved to New York and Corey moved to LA. There does not seem to be any bad blood between the two besides Corey wanting to be free and bring girls home. Jenny and Brian on the other hand probably has the most tension, and you can see probably will have the most drama. Brian is so pissed that Jenny gave it up to Corey so soon, but he still wants her and is hurt by Jenny. While Jenny on the other had wants to make things work with Brian, and forget the fact that she hooked up with Corey the night before. She also does not want Brian to bring anyone home unless he wants to be voted out the house by the other house guest. All the other exes seem to be happy that their exes came. Arielle is probably the most happy because her girl is back. Jay is also happy, but you can tell he only wants her to be there for a couple of days, so he can go back to partying and getting numbers. So far this has been the BEST season of the Real World and its so much better revamped. Hopefully next season be as awesome as this season has been. The show comes back in two weeks and I will be doing another review.

 

 

I also do not own this picture my source is

http://noonegoestovacationincleveland.com/2014/01/11/cast-break-down-of-the-real-world-ex-plosion/

What's My Favorite Singers to Listen to After a Breakup

So every girl has experience a horrible break up. There are five things I do when I have a break. The first thing I do is get some delicious Chinese food (because its my favorite), watch one of my favorite romantic comedies (to remain me that my relationship was nothing like that), call up my girls to come over so we can gossip, so I can have a good laugh, get dressed up and post millions of pictures and status online, and the number one thing is LISTEN to my favorite jams to bring my spirits up. So why not post my five favorite songs that get me out of a breakup.

5. Rihanna I can Turn up and Turn Down afterwards

4. All of Miley Cyrus new and old songs. Some to cry and some to twerk the night away with my friends.

3. Drake everything about his music makes me feel better about my relationships that ended

2. All of Taylor Swift songs because of course she is the Queen Of Break Up songs

1. And of course the Queen Bey. Yes Beyoncé music can make me forget about everything I am going through.

  

 

 

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Honey Boo Boo Makeover??

There is not much to say Honey Boo Boo is looking Fab with her new makeover. FINALLY!!!

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Protecting Yourself & Your Heart

Susan B. Antony said it best "A woman must not depend on the protection of man, but must be taught to protect herself". See my close friend Tami is going through hell right now she thinks she is pregnant again by the same dead beat who can barely take care of his self, yet two other children. I must admit with all the things going on with me I am the last person to give advice or help anyone, but she kept going on and on. She asked the same questions, "What if he leaves", "I think he wants this family, but he is scared, What do you think?". I was so tired of seeing her go through the same pain she goes through when she gets back with him. So I finally let her have it. Not only did I tell her that her boyfriend was an asshole but I asked her why she would not use protection. And do you want to know why she is in the situation she is in, because he didn't have a condom.  I wish she was my only friend to give me that ridiculous excuse, but she wasn't. I actually have about four friends out of high school that have told me the same thing. So why do women count on men to protect them. And trust me I am not only talking about with sex but with life. We count on them to be the breads winners, or we give up on our careers to stay at home for our family. And the thing we want from our husbands or boyfriends is to be our protectors. We give them all of our power in the relationship when we should be finding our very own strength. The strength we need to protect ourselves as women. Also the strength to protect our hearts from pain, failure, regret, disappointments, fears, or giving our hearts to the wrong person.

Rachel Zoe Cancels Her Show For Fashion Week

Ugggghhhh I was so looking forward to seeing Rachel Zoe show off her new collection for New York fashion week. But the glamorous fashion guru is going to home taking care of her little one. Who would have thought years ago that Rachel Zoe would be missing fashion week, and also would have two children. That's not the only change in the Rachel Zoe empire the fashion genus is also no longer working with long time client Anne Hathaway.  

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Letting On Of The Past & Letting Go Of The Men

So today I have made the decision to move on. My dad had another baby and that's that. I decided to start over with my relationship with my dad it will take time, but the best choice for me is to move on and getting over all the hurt he caused me. I think this will be the first start in me finding out the person I truly would love to be. On another note that's also getting out of my relationship with Doc. Its unhealthy and goes against everything I believe in. The weirdest part is that I talked to him from 9pm until 2am and doing the whole conversation I felt like I was pretending to be someone I am not. I was nervous and constantly making sure I was saying the right things. When did I become that women?? Also the worst part is I never felt any closer to someone that I only met a few months ago.  But its unhealthy and of course he lives miles away and has the biggest commitment issues. That's just the start of the problems. But now I am ready to move on.

Daddy Issues??

So I am 19 and dating a 36 year old man. Its not weird to me because I have had some kind of attraction to older men but I never really knew why. Until today. See my dad was an AMAZING dad left his kids for a 27 year old woman when I was 12. He didn't speak to me until I was 16 and he came to visit me when I was 17. But then he left again when I was 18 for another women who was 26 and now at age of 19 my father has had another baby. The hardest put is that he didn't even call to tell me I learned from social media. The first thing I did was ball it up because I don't need an of my friends or family feeling bad for me, but there was one person I had to tell and that was my mystery man. I guess I should give him a name like Doc since he is a doctor. But he was the first person I thought of when I felt this pain that is so unbearable that I can't talk about with no one else not even my closest friends. Is it me?? Do I have daddy issues and have to confine in a man 17 years older than me because I am missing the protection, and love from my own dad and have to get it from a man. Are is it that I am completely heads over hills with Doc that he is the only person who I can tell everything too. Maybe its just the man, the only man I feel connected with besides God. I don't know and I probably won't ever know but the worst my relationship with my dad and family gets the closer I feel to Doc.

I'm a Hypocrite

I never thought the day would come when I realized I was a HYPOCRITE. I have been giving advice to my best friend Amy for the past six months but the same advice I have been giving her is the same advice I need to follow. See Amy is beautiful probably one of the most beautiful girls I know but for some reason she lets guys treat her like shit. She is also taking care of a man weather its giving them a place to live, feeding them, and even giving them her hard working money. So for the past six months I HATE this loser she is dating. I think he is a liar, and cheat but she loves him, and I don't understand why. Until now I guess. See I haven't told any of my friends about this mystery guy. They know I am dating someone and that's it but they don't know he is not Mr. Perfect. See yesterday I went on this rant about being stupid and finding out he was dating someone else. After yelling at him and telling him I will never ever ever talk to him again but its something about him that I can't explain. Maybe its never knowing what he is thinking and what will come out of his mouth, or its that he is so successful that I feel like I don't have anything to offer him but he still wants me, and I don't understand why. Every guy I have been with wanted some kind of commitment yet he hates it. He does not believe in marriage he just wants to travel the world. And I don't know what to make of it I NEVER thought I would be one of them girls. I am strong I don't let guys treat me like trash or belittle me yet this one guy can make me forgive him with one simple word "Sorry". What do I do?, or what can I do? I have never been this confused, and felt so stupid that I can't just follow my own advice.

Why Can't Love Be a Like the Fairytales or Like the Love we See On Movies

So it happened again. I was just having an amazing day blogging and talking about MOVING on. My love life sucked but it was getting better A LOT better. See I met a guy a few months ago, and for the first time EVER I thought I got it RIGHT. This felt different it had to be different. Unlike with most of my relationships I decided to keep this one on the DL (DOWNLOW) , I didn't need anyone in my business or giving me bad advice I didn't need, or wanted. Also he older meaning he mature and should have it together by now. He is a doctor so I didn't have to worry about trying to help someone find a job or let anyone borrow money (I think he all had that guy). This was easy and fun, and the best part of it all he was understanding and a stand up guy, but like times before I was wrong. Instead of being the man I thought he was he was the man I been with many times before. He texted me thinking I was someone else. How do I know you ask??? Well its a long distant thing but he travels so much we are able to see each other but what ever girl he texted last night was the girl he was cuddling that night and couldn't wait to see again. So yes I was two timed again. Why is it so hard why can't I find my Mr. Big, my Prince Charming, My Edward (not Edward from Twlight but Edward from Pretty Woman). Why can't I have that Fairytale love???? I know that doesn't exist but sometimes I just have to ask myself. But before I get off to eat a HUGE piece of cake, and watch Pretty Woman I just want to let you guys know that this is another learning experience. Trust me there will be a update

Defining Ourselves & Getting Over a Ex

So I have the worst dating life EVER. I have cared about someone like we all have, and of course been hurt. I have given someone my trust who did not deserved it, and I loved someone who was not capable of being loved. So why is it so hard to get over it??? My best friend is going through this now being hurt by someone she through she would be spending her life with. Sometimes I think its so easy to see the good in people when in our hearts we know the truth. We spend so much time defending a relationship that was toxic from the beginning. So how am I getting over my ex??? First is not getting in another relationship. I have seen this many times once a relationship is over a week later you are with someone new. That's not healthy and plus what have you learn?? Every relationship is a new learning experience and maybe you should take what you learn from each relationship and work on yourself. Also having no way to contact you ex or giving him no way to contact you. Why keep in touch with someone who isn't right for you. But the best way to move is to put all your work and time in something that means a lot to you. Founding and having something that no one can take away from you because its yours. Something that a MAN can not take always from you. Something that defines you and I know some women need a man to define the person that they are but maybe if more women learned about their self worth and had something worth living for we would not have such a hard time getting over someone. So that's my tips on redefining ourselves and getting over ex's

The Carrie Diaries Season Finale Review & Why it Should Come Back For a Third Seadon

I hate that the season is over, and even worst the show may not ever come back. So yes I did cry, and not only because the season finale was amazing, but also because the fact that I will no longer be living my life through Carrie Bradshaw on Friday nights anymore. My love for Sex In The City is one of the reasons why I also wanted to become a writer. So once the show ended and I learned and I learned that the Carrie Diaries season was coming to the CW I knew I just had to watch. Many people did not have faith in the show, but I knew it would be pretty good, and I was right. The show is about a young Carrie and her life as a teen. She goes through what we are all going through, or been through. She is a young girl trying to find herself. The other characters on the show are just as amazing. Like her little sister Dorrit who is a badass and does not care about what anyone thinks of her. We see their relationship grow throughout the show. Also her father and how close their bond is, Something we did not get in Sex and The City, We also see her CRAZY OVER the TOP boss Larissa who we all have in our lives. Someone who will take a chance on us, and who we learn from. I think we all have that friend who screws up a lot, and who never really had their own dreams but instead always had to have a boyfriend and that's Maggie for Carrie. You have the over achieving friend an that's of course Mouse. And most of all there is THE ONE or should I say Mr. First Love and in this case its Sebastian. The love we see between them is amazing, and I think we had had that one person who we had to love to become a better us. Now that's the reasons I think there needs to be an another season. But yesterdays episode had me in tears yes I said it tears. Carrie is not working at Interview, or going to NYU instead she is living the New York dream. Sebastian and Carrie broke up and they are both living theirs dreams. Also Maggie is getting married which isn't to confusing she she always seemed like the girl in the group who would be. Walt and Bernett are still amazing, But the best scene of the night was the Break Up.

But how did you feel about the episode???

Not Living Up To Anyone Expection

So one of my favorite quotes are "When people see good they expect good, and I don't want to live up to anyone expections". I guess that is the way I have been living my life since I was 16. I never felt that anyone could understand me more than I have understood myself, and I NEVER wanted to explain my actions to anyone. A lot of people call me BITCH because I speak my mind, while others weather talk about people behind their backs. I guess I could never be that person ho spends so much time thinking about what others feel about me that I spend a lot of being someone I am not. Like smiling in people faces when I hate the thought of spending an minute with them. Also I love what I do like writing and I will never let anyone tell me this is not a real job because I know that if I could not write I don't know where I would be. Some people don't consider it a job but because other peoples expectations don't bother me I will keep writing. Do you guys sometimes feel the same??? 

Grammys My Worst Dress Of The Night

Ariana, Ariana, Ariana girl when will you learn. So my worst was Katy Perry but then my girl Ariana came to the Grammys looking like she was a bridesmaid at her great aunts vow renewal. I was so disappointed in this look. Earlier last week she opened up about her hair and why she has to keep it like that and I understand but maybe if you must keep your hair in that style you should get a dress that goes with the look. Hopefully she learns and she will not make another red carpet mistake like this again.

Also I did a grammy review on my youtube channel which is Emily Jay.

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Grammys My Best Dress Of The Night

Hi loves so yesterday was the night of the Grammys and I just had to write about my favorite outfits from the night. I loved Taylor Swift look, Tamar Braxton's new makeover, and of course the QUEEN BEY dress. She definitely loved amazing in her white lace gown that was designed by a project runway alumni. So who was your look??? Also I did a review of the Grammys on my youtube channel.
My youtube is Emily Jay.
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I am the Black Sheep of my family and trying to overcome the loneliness I feel from it

So I just got into this huge argument with my cousin over something private and didn't involve her yet no one not even my MOTHER took up for me but instead they each took up for my cousin. I could say I was surprised but I am not this always happens and I guess there is nothing I can really do about that. I have always been different from my family but now its getting worse. I know I don't belong here with them and to tell you the truth once I can afford to move out I probably won't ever talk to them again. See for the past two years I had to have my cousin and her best friend share a room with me but let me remind you I am 19 and they are (here's the kicker) 35 now 36 years old. And instead of acting like adults who have been on this earth for more than 35 years they act like they are 19. It's a little sad because I even like my cousin friend more than her. See my cousin is probably the BIGGEST hypocrite that has ever lived on this planet. Sometimes I forget she is human because she tries to make herself seem so perfect and I don't think no one really falls for it I just think that they love her so much that they just go a long with it. My mother being one of those people. Yes I said it my very own mother the women who gave me life is the same women who HATES me. I try so hard to make her proud yet that's not enough. See I graduated a year early, worked, and also goes to college but that's not enough for her. She always tells me she think I have a mental problem if I cry. But don't get me wrong I don't cry a lot but I did today. See I have a difficult relationship with my dad. He moved a lot, have kids I never met, and so on and so on. But that's still my dad and I get a little offended if someone tries to make jokes about him. So I was mad that my cousin was talking about something she had nothing to do with or knew anything about. But I must say she is really good at belittling someone in a nice way. And instead of anyone telling her she was wrong they make it seem that I am unstable oh yeah and laugh and leave the to have a fun Sunday but now I am used to it. Someday I will have my own family and will never let my kids or other kids around me feel the pain that felt as a child or young adult and thanks for reading I hope that whoever reads this know that life gets better and being different from your family is okay don't let their love define you only the love you get from god and the love you are able to give to yourself

When is to okay to name drop???

So todays topic is NAME DROPPING. I think we all know someone who has is always bragging and talking who he or she has met, where he or she has been, and how EVERYONE loves them. So my question is when is it okay to name drop. I think I have told my friends things in the past about a popular boy they had a crush on back in high school but I would not have really think of that as name dropping, would you???? But their is this one girl I met through a friend and she named dropped every celebrity who has visited Dallas lol. I only was around her for about four hours and every time I tried to have a normal conversation with the girl she bought up some celebrity who wanted her. So after seeing her act like a groupie so I just want to know when is it okay?? I think never.

Kardashian Kids Line Yayyy or Nayyy???

Heyy guys I was reading through some things and found out that the Kardashian's are definitely coming out with  a kids clothing line. I must admit I am a little excited because I love the way Kourtney  and Kim both dress their kids and would love to see all the fashion. I do have a god daughter and niece so I will probably be buying some items. So how do you feel about it??



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Thursday Night Shows Review:Vampire Diaries, Reign, American Idol, Braxton Family Values,and Party Down South

Heyy guys so I am back and wanted to do a review of all the shows that I am obsessed with and have to watch on  Thursday night. First off I am still going through withdraws because Scandal has not came back on yet. But until it is back I still have some shows that are well worth watching. Vampire Diaries being of one the shows. I have been watching VD since the first season and have been hooked. I can't even remember a season or episode I have not watched. But I have been very disappointed in this season but last night episode reminded me why I LOVE this series. From beginning to end the episode had me smiling. in tears, laughing, and nervous. I love that Klaus and Caroline finally got together (: . I think we all needed that closure and needed to see that sex scene lol. Also the fact that Tyler is back makes me so confused on if Caroline will get back with him after that really bad breakup. Also having everyone come back on this episode was perfect. I love seeing aunt Jenny, Rick, Vicki, Elijah, Klaus, Rebecca, and uncle John to not only celebrate Katherine death but also to celebrate the big 100th episode. I also loved that the show was talking place back in Mystic Falls. Damon was finally able to get closure from Katherine and I really liked that. I also liked that in the first time this season I was completely shocked when Katherine took over Elena body. And now with the whole gang back together I am pretty sure we will see a lot of things we love about the first few season once they start looking for Elena. So VD came on at 7 so as I watched it I recorded American Idol. There is really nothing I can say about the episode because there was no breakout performance and the show just boring. I miss the bad and funny audition and they don't have them so I skip through most of the show. (The Voice is better loo.) So at 8 I watched Reign and the show was amazing. I am so happy the show is back and I am so shocked at how everything has changed in the course of an episode. So Mary and Bash are now engaged and I love that we get to see some Mash scenes. I also loved seeing the passion between Mary and Francis and even though they are not together they are still together lol. The fact that the Queen is now paying for everything she did to Mary probably brings a smile to everyone face. I can't wait to see what the writers have up their sleeves for next week episode. While watching Reign my Braxton Family Value was recording and I must admit this episode was pretty boring. It was nice seeing Tamar and baby Logan but come now when is Vince and Tamar coming back on because without them the show is pretty boring. Traci is coming out with a solo album which is a BIG mistake. I love Traci but she should leave the music industry to Tamar and Toni and focus on her radio show. Other than that the show was pretty boring. Now lets talk about my NEW favorite ratchet tv show Party Down South. So basically everyone on the show was still drunk and still getting drunk. The roommates had their first hookup between lyle, and the ugly Mattie. I can't remember the girl name but I do know she looks like the other roommate Mattie but just an ugly virgin so her name will be the ugly Mattie. And then the love triangle began because Lyle now has a thing for Mattie. But that's my review I will be doing a video review so please check out my youtube channel Emily Jay. and follow me on Instagram @KissesAmour

Becoming an active blogger and Getting to Know me

I am so happy to be blogging again. And this time around I will be a lot more active. So some things you guys should know about me and my blog is that I will be talking about everything, from fashion, beauty, tv shows, celebrity gossip, relationships, and FOOD lol. I will also be showing you guys my photography and work that I will start. I am a self taught florist, photographer, and makeup artist. I am also a soon to be wedding, and party planner. I also love to cook. I might not be the best but I love it lol. I also just want to blog about my everything life and the experiences I have experience. So please like or follow and I will keep you guys posted.
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Online Dating???

Heyy guys I am back and decided to talk about my dating life which by the way sucks. See i believe that every women has her problems when it come to dating and mine are that I'm picky and when I do find a guy that I think is worth my time he ends up being the complete opposite person I have fallen for.So then I am brokenhearted and now my list of things I am looking for in a man is about two pages long but thats another post lol. So I have been hearing about all this amazing dating sites and decided why not try it out for a month with my best friend. So far we have a week left so why not blog about it. So my experience on the site was a lot different from my friend experience. I thought naturally that because I am a very picky person that being about to take a test that helps me find someone more like me would help me find someone but i was very left down. I found that a lot of the guys on the website only wanted one thing and we all know what that is "SEX". So that made me very uncomfortable and kinda was the moment I realized that dating someone on a dating website was not for me. Don't get me wrong I have seen the success stories and can only hope that I find someone but right now I decided to just let it happen and with god by my side I will be with who I should be with. So my experience sucked but my best friend on the other hand experience was a little different. There are many guys on the website who has a lot in common with but the question is was she willing to try something new and the answer is NO. She has seen a lot of profiles she has liked but is afraid to make the first move and send a message to the guy. We both have one more week on the website and decided to do a video together about our experience and who knows I may make a new friend by then and my best friend might actually get the guts to talk to a guy she finds interesting.
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